Hey you all…
Today is my last day in Riyadh- NO, not for good unfortunately- I will be back :(
I am going to Egypt YES…. مصر أم الدنيا
Well, it is my first time there so I have no idea how is it going to be.. fun I hope, but anything rather than Riyadh is fun, isn’t it? With an apology to Riyadh’s lovers!!!
Nothing much to say but I am very excited,, I haven’t left the country in so long and this is a FIRST!!!! I went to Bahrain if you want to call this leaving the country!! I wouldn’t!!
Those who are staying in Riyadh and want to get out, please don’t be jealous, your day will come!!
See you all later!! And take care!!

To Sushi lovers..
DO NOT GO TO (ZeeNodels) it sucks..

البارحة كنت مع مجموعة من الفتيات الآتي أخذن يتحدثن عن رجاء الصانع وكيف أنها قد شوهت سمعة فتيات الرياض.. وفي الحقيقة لقد شعرت بالملل من هذا الموضوع الذي أصبح يعاد مراراً وتكراراً!!!
يا الهي.. هل انتهت مواضيع الدنيا فلم نجد غير هذه الفتاة التي تآكلتها الألسن فقط لأنها تحدثت بحرية عما يخشى الكثيرين التحدث عنه لا بل والتلميح إليه!!!
وفجأة سطعت الحقيقة في ذهني كومضة نور.. إنها الغيرة!!!!!
رجاء أثارت الغيرة عند بنات جنسها.. مع الاعتذار لحواء !!

ونستطيع أن نرى ذلك في الفرق بين الانتقاد الهادف والانتقاد الذي يكون الغرض منه وسم الكاتبة بصفات وألفاظ يعجز اللسان عن ذكرها!!
وما يجعل كل هذا مسلياٌ أن الكثير ممن ألقى على كاهل رجاء التهم في الحقيقة لم يقرأ الرواية!!!!
أعانك الله يا رجاء و أعاننا علينا!!!

Do not be the leader for this one!!! Do not get together then it will be called GATHERING!!!!
Well, check this out!!! We are a bunch of girls who are trying to do some charitable work, I believe you know what this means!!
As we all know a lot of inherited diseases like blood pressure, diabetes and cholesterol are spreading in our society due to bad eating habits or other factors like heredity!!
Anyway we thought of talking to some Doctors ask them to give some educational lectures to enlighten people!!
And GUESS WHAT!!!! Do not be the leader of such a thing!!!!! It will be called GATHERING!!!
I was speechless and shocked!!
Well guys I do not really have anything more to say so I guess I will leave the rest to you!!

And here I am thinking we are moving forward!!!!! Well, shoot me!!!
I was at the train station the other day- YES- we have a train can you believe it!!! But that’s not it…
Two women- excuse me, I meant two ladies- were in front of me at the ticket window..
The first one- oooops sorry again, I meant the first lady- covered her picture’s ID with a piece of a tape!!! I was like Oooook, keep an open mind girl she just covers her face that’s all, but this is a government ID, an official one!!! Still girl she just covers I mean cannot you respect the other side of the world?!!!
I was calming myself down, entertaining myself by watching people’s shoes and tried to guess their personality from the shape of their shoes like I usually do!!! Well, I used to play this game with people’s faces but then they noticed that I am staring at them@@
So, while reaching the calming stage, the second LADY hit me!!!!!
SHE took out a note book from her handbag WROTE the names of the travelers and gave it to the GUY!!!!!
….. NO COMMENT!!!!

رجاء الصانع... اسم ظهر فجأة في سماء المملكة وشغل الأذهان والعقول بين مؤيد ومعارض..
رجاء هي فتاة كأي فتاة سعودية لها حق التعبير عن الرأي وحق الاستقلالية وحق الاختيار.. الفرق بينها وبين الأخريات يكمن في العائلة المتقبلة لهذه الحقوق البديهية وقوة شخصية رجاء التي سمحت لها باستغلال فرصة الظروف المحيطة بها والمؤيدة لموهبتها والمشجعة لها للتقدم والاستمرار..
كم منا يتمنى الانطلاق وكم منا يتمنى الحرية؟؟!!
وكم منا يرغب في البقاء كما هو دون تقدم للأمام حتى يبقى مخفيا عن الأنظار يمارس هواياته التي وان لم يحرمها الشرع حرمتها العادات والتقاليد.. كم منا رغم كرهه لهذه العادات ينقاد لها بل ويحث عليها ساهيا أو متعمدا...
من منا يريد أن يكون رجاء ومن منا يريد أن يكون رهينة القمع والاستبداد

With Rolling Stone’s song- I love it when we Do- in the back ground am writing this. .. in fact something was said by my friend that made me wonder earlier today..
Well, I am a cartoon freak or at least I love japans’ cartoon so she called me crazy!!!! Is not it weird.. that when you act differently people think of you as crazy. Although this friend of mine was joking she made me think of other people who actually critic you the minute you show your differences…
Yeah I love cartoons,, I watch them I download them and now I am searching the entire net for Naruto’s episodes!!!!
Show your real interest, be frank, act the real you and you will never like the people’s reactions.
Give it a try and let me know.. and lets count how many around us accept the real YOU!!!

Happy Eid to you all....

I was wondering in Riyadh’s Streets around half past 11 expecting to see something that implies the NEW YEAR. Anything that tells me: hey look at this gathering .. or look at that crowed :(
And here it comes. Applebee’s opened!!! Finally after waiting that long!!!
Very confident walking towards it wanting to have NEW YEAR dinner and guess what!!!!!
MEN ONLY!!!!!! For two freaking weeks!!!!
I walked back to the car speechless!!!
So here I am eating baby carrots and writing in my blog, pretty exciting eh!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL!!

Episode one: how easier it is to be a MALE!!!!

Jobs.. Jobs.. Jobs..
It does not matter weather you serve the net, read newspapers, make phone calls. It is so freaking hard to find a decent job that it suitable for you time and money wise!!
It seems that whatever out there is either too cheap or too tiring..
work for 5 hours a day and you get scratch and with it having to pay for the driver who of course going to be more expensive when you get him with his car, which most of the people who do not have privet drivers do!!!
(a hint!!!)
work for 10 hours to make real money and the hell with your house, your kids if you are a mother and your scoial life!!!
and guess what!!! it would be much easier if you are a MALE!!!!

ok.. i have this friend who always says bad things about the blog!!! what a waste of time it is!!
why are you doing it?!
some people lost their jobs over the blog!!!
and she literally SAID
(this world is not a safe place for "nice" girlz like you)
can you believe it!!! I do not know what is so bad about having a blog!!!!
DO YOU?@@

"He's got so much inside him. He really does. I just wish he wouldn't tell me to shut up all the time." Yeah, that's a problem. Try not to ignore it. I know "he's got so many other great qualities." That's why you fell in love with him in the first place. I know you wouldn't fall in love with an asshole. But here's the trick: Forget about him and his good qualities. Even foregt about his bad ones. Forget about all his excuses and what he promises. Ask yourself one question only: Is he making you HAPPY? People are complicated. they are a mixed bag of lovable and dysfunctional qualities. That's why they are so darn confusing. That's why trying to figure them out is a waste of time. Is he making you happy? I don't mean some of the time, on rare occasions, not that often, "but the good still outweighs the bad." Does he make it clear in his actions every day that your happiness is important to him? If the answer is no, cut him loose and go find a man with a higher "good count."

From "he's not that into you" by: Greg Behrendt and Liz Tuccillo

I have a great birthday party tomorrow that I really want to go to.. and at the same time I have this stupid must duty party that I hate to go to..
Of course I have no choice but to go with the flow.. AGAIN!!!
I am not asking for a sulotion here cause I know there is none.. I am simply trying to let it out maybe and only maybe I will get the best out of it...
I do not want to go expecting the worse just because I do not like the poeple, the place or the activity..
I want to go having a good spirit although I know how hard is it to do so :-(

being sick sucks..
going to a party you do not want to go to and you are doing it because it is a must sucks..
calling people you do not want to call and you have to sucks..
taking the train in this country sucks..
having to cover your face beacuse of certain people although you do not usually do it sucks..
people looking at you like an alien sucks..
being different in this city sucks..
basiclly, everything sucks...

The word fresh strart amuses me. and I always wounder who is actually willing to forget, forgive and start again?!!
In my opinion 10% of the society if not less.. and NO.. trust me.. I am not exaggerating.
Most of the people around us carry
the hatred in their hearts, never able to let go.
Therefore, it grows more everyday and cause themselves and others pain and sorrow.
they fill their whole surrounding with BLACK... BLACK thoughts, BLACK dreams, BLACK talk.. BLACK...... BLACK.......
and it keeps on repeating in
their heads and shows in their acts until the day come when
they found out that they have lost it all!!

When a hard decision has to be made or at least when you think so, what would you do?
I ask myself several times if I should walk away, leave everything behind and start all over again..
Would life let me, would I be given this little right!!
How hard is it to turn the page?! tell me.....
would you actually help me to get over you or would you put hundreds if not thousands of obstacles in my path....
Would you do wahtever it takes to prevents me from going on!!
Or do I have to be with you in order to deserve a life!!!

Our eyes met, and a tingle went through
my body.
I did not know what to say or how to feel.
He talked and I could hear nothing, understood nothing but a whisper that touched my ear like a breeze of air.
The sound of his breath took mine away, and my hand felt wram when he squeezed it in his glasp.
All of the sudden I wondered is he real or am I making him up? creating him in such a way that allowes no rejection.
Touch me more, force me to feel your strength!!
Make me realize the real you!!
Compel me!!
OR just wake me up!!!

Air Supply

Making love out of nothing at all

I know just how to whisper,

And I know just how to cry;

I know just where to find the answers;

And I know just how to lie.

I know just how to fake it,

And I know just how to scheme;

I know just when to face the truth,

And then I know just when to dream.

And I know just where to touch you,

And I know just what to prove;

I know when to pull you closer,

And I know when to let you loose.

And I know the night is fading,

And I know that time’s gonna fly;

And I’m never gonna tell you everythingI’ve got to tell you,

But I know I’ve got to give it a try.

And I know the roads to riches,

And I know the ways to fame;

I know all the rules And then I know how to break ’em And I always know the name of the game.

But I don’t know how to leave you,

And I’ll never let you fall;

And I don’t know how you do it,

Making love out of nothing at all

Every time I see you all the rays of the sun Are streaming through the waves in your hair;

And every star in the sky is taking aim At your eyes like a spotlight,

The beating of my heart is a drum,

and it’s lost And it’s looking for a rhythm like you.

You can take the darkness from the pit of the night And turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright.

I’ve got to follow it, ’cause everything I know, well it’s nothing till I give it to you.

I can make the run or stumble,

I can make the final block;

And I can make every tackle, at the sound of the whistle,

I can make all the stadiums rock.

I can make tonight forever,Or I can make it disappear by the dawn;

And I can make you every promise that has ever been made,

And I can make all your demons be gone.

But I’m never gonna make it without you,

Do you really want to see me crawl?

And I’m never gonna make it like you do,

Making love out of nothing at all

here I am reading all about it, listenning to news, hearing the gosipp.
everyone including us is criticising the land but how about the people!!!
people who are making it so unbearable..
and the funny part is that they would do everything they wish for if no one knows them but here at home they have compeletly different personality!!
if you are here cover your face, dont speak loud NEVER expresse your self, LIE, PRETEND
whenever you leave this place.. drink, dance, walk half naked...
The minute we stopped fearing God and start fearing people is the minute our lives got so screwed.

10 wishes!!!!! wow!! are you kidding me??!!
i would be over the moon if I could get 3 done and believe it or not they are very regular normal ones.
First... do my postgraduate in the field i dream of and from a respectable University
Second... have a real job with a real salary that does not keep me out side the house for 10 hourse
Third... I have some real problems family wise and I would love to get rid of them, the problems not the family!!!
Here are part of what you asked for but seriuosly who does not want a perfect life!!!?